[00:00.00] 作词 : Justin French
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Justin French
[00:15.78]I'm nervous, scared as hell
[00:17.79]For this cruel, cold world they never did tell
[00:19.89]Paranoia's my only friend
[00:21.81]'Cause everyone's tryna take my soul to sell
[00:24.15]Eyes in the back, making me feel like I need protection
[00:27.81]But you're looking at me like I have a curable infection
[00:32.07]What? You mad? You thought we'd look good together?
[00:35.85]But you and me, locked in a room, are polar opposites, just like the weather
[00:39.87]And whether or not, you'd like to agree, let's get one thing straight:
[00:44.01]You are the reason I'm feeling so ill and giving everybody a reason to hate
[00:47.85]My anxiety has me by the neck, waiting for me to choke
[00:51.72]But y'all laugh at me like a monkey in a cage, what is this a joke?
[00:56.55]You wouldn't understand what it's like living in a hospital for mentals
[01:00.54]Been there, done that, you wouldn't believe for a guy that's so gentle
[01:03.57]After release, I stared at the world. thinking I am not ****ing worthy
[01:07.83]But just like I said, the broken ones always have the better story
[01:12.03]No, this is not a sad sob story, I do not ask for forgiveness
[01:16.50]I just want a clear connection between the both of us
[01:35.88]And just like I'm Arnold Schwarzenegger, Terminator
[01:38.43]Said that, " I'll be back"
[01:40.41]And just like Predator, I am back, back for the attack
[01:43.83]To feast on your soul, feast on your flesh, vicious as a dog
[01:48.24]Brain space has become more deadlier than the ****ing fog
[01:51.84]So, what could have set me off?
[01:53.64]Taking relief from a cheater after my grandfather died?
[01:56.25]But how could I become more stronger when all I ****ing wanted to do was cry
[02:00.24]Two sides of the story, which do you believe?
[02:03.42]" Hello, world, I must go", like anyone'll ****ing cry and grieve
[02:07.83]Tried to look in the sun, all I got was pitch black darkness
[02:12.21]My anxiety's being covered with my demons, sealed with a kiss
[02:15.75]My body's so numb, it feels like my bones have become like glass, fragile
[02:20.10]Making me write on this piece of paper like it was a Christmas carol
[02:23.76]"Get out of my head, get out of my head"
[02:25.80]There's nothing you can do
[02:27.81]Not even your friends or family could help you too
[02:32.46]Devil didn't ****ing make me do it, this is just a choice
[02:36.09]I am now the captain of the ship, your conscience voice

作词 : Justin French
作曲 : Justin French
I'm nervous, scared as hell
For this cruel, cold world they never did tell
Paranoia's my only friend
'Cause everyone's tryna take my soul to sell
Eyes in the back, making me feel like I need protection
But you're looking at me like I have a curable infection
What? You mad? You thought we'd look good together?
But you and me, locked in a room, are polar opposites, just like the weather
And whether or not, you'd like to agree, let's get one thing straight:
You are the reason I'm feeling so ill and giving everybody a reason to hate
My anxiety has me by the neck, waiting for me to choke
But y'all laugh at me like a monkey in a cage, what is this a joke?
You wouldn't understand what it's like living in a hospital for mentals
Been there, done that, you wouldn't believe for a guy that's so gentle
After release, I stared at the world. thinking I am not ****ing worthy
But just like I said, the broken ones always have the better story
No, this is not a sad sob story, I do not ask for forgiveness
I just want a clear connection between the both of us
And just like I'm Arnold Schwarzenegger, Terminator
Said that, " I'll be back"
And just like Predator, I am back, back for the attack
To feast on your soul, feast on your flesh, vicious as a dog
Brain space has become more deadlier than the ****ing fog
So, what could have set me off?
Taking relief from a cheater after my grandfather died?
But how could I become more stronger when all I ****ing wanted to do was cry
Two sides of the story, which do you believe?
" Hello, world, I must go", like anyone'll ****ing cry and grieve
Tried to look in the sun, all I got was pitch black darkness
My anxiety's being covered with my demons, sealed with a kiss
My body's so numb, it feels like my bones have become like glass, fragile
Making me write on this piece of paper like it was a Christmas carol
"Get out of my head, get out of my head"
There's nothing you can do
Not even your friends or family could help you too
Devil didn't ****ing make me do it, this is just a choice
I am now the captain of the ship, your conscience voice