[00:18.931]Sunken and swollen, left to sink in bed
[00:22.319]Numb to all the pain and shame
[00:24.695]Procrastinate every thought every breath
[00:27.548]Zombieland playground is what you have earned 'til death
[00:30.850]Lost in space where depression fails to grab hold
[00:33.623]Dull, dim-witted, slurred drivel to behold
[00:36.479]Dazed, confused, you are checked out
[00:39.214]Forgot what the stress was about
[00:41.993]Lazy and crooked doctors give in to
[00:45.149]Your pathetic cries of forfeit
[00:47.833]Built-in ready excuses
[00:50.712]It was subscribed to, I'm not going to die today
[00:53.587]Oblivious to any criticism
[00:56.506]Legal and ordered to consume
[00:59.683]Given up for all accounts
[01:02.353]Deadly brew of pills, I deny
[01:05.040]Self-subscribing, pain or mental?
[01:09.658]Extra ground up in how many bumps?
[01:13.566]Closest thing to rapture enjoy
[01:17.916]Ignore disgrace, it's non-existent
[01:56.278]Lonely place of degradation, misery likes company
[01:59.967]Tell their story to each other, their modified history
[02:04.196]Junkie birds of a feather, new lies weave easily
[02:08.149]So proud of the victim status, share the pain and believe
[02:39.793]Sum of the day's score is how content you're meant to be
[02:43.695]Hiding in your dungeon, gloomy place of depravity
[02:46.872]Sickly and contagious, aura of negativity
[02:51.182]You're drenched in the squalor, state of degeneracy
[03:19.779]Baffled by being avoided, family and friends look for the exits
[03:24.760]In denial of excessive self-loathing, looking for pity and any will do
[03:29.549]Trying to force people to sympathize, putting on the show of your misfortune
[03:34.007]No one wants to hear about your decline, or wants to watch your self-destruction
[03:49.986]Reveling in the abyss, the vacant stare, almost unconscious
[03:55.457]Forget about all the shit that's piled high
[03:58.434]Hoard the stuff that's not enough, then the trash is adding up
[04:01.392]Preying on others' understanding, single out who will empathize
[04:06.666]Betray the trust of dispersed pity
[04:09.407]Squander any currency you think you're entitled to receive
[04:12.595]Pessimist 'til the end, Debbie-Downer is not your friend
[04:17.809]Manipulation to the highest degree
[04:28.856]Lies you tell are eventual truth
[04:37.359]Piece of shit, you don't even ****ing know it
[04:45.686]Forsaken and marooned
[05:13.761]Time is running short on feeling sorry for yourself
[05:16.661]Your body's failing not made for the insalubrious
[05:19.344]Your weakened state, the result of neglect
[05:22.600]The toll you have taken from self-medication
[05:36.958]Sleeping in garbage, and effectively abandoned
[05:40.106]Fuming alone about everyone's callousness
[05:42.887]You are the trash that others have taken out
[05:45.730]Removed the burden, that's had them weighed down

Sunken and swollen, left to sink in bed
Numb to all the pain and shame
Procrastinate every thought every breath
Zombieland playground is what you have earned 'til death
Lost in space where depression fails to grab hold
Dull, dim-witted, slurred drivel to behold
Dazed, confused, you are checked out
Forgot what the stress was about
Lazy and crooked doctors give in to
Your pathetic cries of forfeit
Built-in ready excuses
It was subscribed to, I'm not going to die today
Oblivious to any criticism
Legal and ordered to consume
Given up for all accounts
Deadly brew of pills, I deny
Self-subscribing, pain or mental?
Extra ground up in how many bumps?
Closest thing to rapture enjoy
Ignore disgrace, it's non-existent
Lonely place of degradation, misery likes company
Tell their story to each other, their modified history
Junkie birds of a feather, new lies weave easily
So proud of the victim status, share the pain and believe
Sum of the day's score is how content you're meant to be
Hiding in your dungeon, gloomy place of depravity
Sickly and contagious, aura of negativity
You're drenched in the squalor, state of degeneracy
Baffled by being avoided, family and friends look for the exits
In denial of excessive self-loathing, looking for pity and any will do
Trying to force people to sympathize, putting on the show of your misfortune
No one wants to hear about your decline, or wants to watch your self-destruction
Reveling in the abyss, the vacant stare, almost unconscious
Forget about all the shit that's piled high
Hoard the stuff that's not enough, then the trash is adding up
Preying on others' understanding, single out who will empathize
Betray the trust of dispersed pity
Squander any currency you think you're entitled to receive
Pessimist 'til the end, Debbie-Downer is not your friend
Manipulation to the highest degree
Lies you tell are eventual truth
Piece of shit, you don't even ****ing know it
Forsaken and marooned
Time is running short on feeling sorry for yourself
Your body's failing not made for the insalubrious
Your weakened state, the result of neglect
The toll you have taken from self-medication
Sleeping in garbage, and effectively abandoned
Fuming alone about everyone's callousness
You are the trash that others have taken out
Removed the burden, that's had them weighed down