[00:49.90]It'll take me years to forget what you said in the back of my car
[01:05.92]and I don't blame you for leaving
[01:15.48]I'm just a ****** up mess with or without you
[01:36.68]Bury me where the grass doesn't grow where the sun doesn't ******ne anymore
[01:48.62]I'm just a bad expression of good intentions
[01:52.22]And if you only knew where my thoughts wandered to
[02:00.48]when you stabbed me in my chest this would have never happened
[02:09.64]Wish this never happened wish you never happened
[02:56.87]Everybody's plastic and we're living in a realm filled up with static
[03:03.79]And we're living in a box filled up with nice things everybody thinks they need to achieve a status
[03:03.95]Ten rolls of quarters in my backseat have no aspirations that
[03:07.45]I can't meet have no conversations that need me just leave me alone with apathy
[03:11.43]Ain't got ******t to do wake up at 6 pm I've got some friends in town
[03:14.61]But I don't bother them and then they hit me up with something to do
[03:17.65]But it's cool I'd rather just sit here in my room and write ******tty sad raps no one listens to
[03:21.73]Hit me up and let me know that you are feeling it too and if you're feeling it too
[03:24.40]I've got love for you but don't worry all of this will end real soon
[03:27.88]I will run from all my issues as if they're not in my head
[03:31.36]I will tell you that I love you when my love's actually dead
[03:35.34]Chemicals and proteins make up every fiber of my being
[03:39.37]How the ****** could you possibly think that this life has some meaning
[03:43.45]I'm a mess and I'm a wreck and I don't know what has been said
[03:47.44]All I know is that I miss you and I wish that I were dead
[03:51.62]Please tell mom that this was not her fault and at the end of the night I can still see the sadness in my eyes.

It'll take me years to forget what you said in the back of my car
and I don't blame you for leaving
I'm just a ****** up mess with or without you
Bury me where the grass doesn't grow where the sun doesn't ******ne anymore
I'm just a bad expression of good intentions
And if you only knew where my thoughts wandered to
when you stabbed me in my chest this would have never happened
Wish this never happened wish you never happened
Everybody's plastic and we're living in a realm filled up with static
And we're living in a box filled up with nice things everybody thinks they need to achieve a status
Ten rolls of quarters in my backseat have no aspirations that
I can't meet have no conversations that need me just leave me alone with apathy
Ain't got ******t to do wake up at 6 pm I've got some friends in town
But I don't bother them and then they hit me up with something to do
But it's cool I'd rather just sit here in my room and write ******tty sad raps no one listens to
Hit me up and let me know that you are feeling it too and if you're feeling it too
I've got love for you but don't worry all of this will end real soon
I will run from all my issues as if they're not in my head
I will tell you that I love you when my love's actually dead
Chemicals and proteins make up every fiber of my being
How the ****** could you possibly think that this life has some meaning
I'm a mess and I'm a wreck and I don't know what has been said
All I know is that I miss you and I wish that I were dead
Please tell mom that this was not her fault and at the end of the night I can still see the sadness in my eyes.