[00:00.000] 作词 : Billie Eilish O'Connell/FINNEAS
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Billie Eilish O'Connell/FINNEAS
[00:10.863] I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well
[00:16.452] I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
[00:22.494] There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
[00:27.810] But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
[00:34.709] Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more
[00:40.175] Than anyone before (Anyone before)
[00:48.461] Too bad they're usually deranged
[00:51.647]
[00:53.804] Last week, I realized I crave pity
[00:58.064] When I retell a story, I make everything sound worse
[01:04.799] Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
[01:09.979] And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
[01:17.088] Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest
[01:21.495] I was still bein' ignored (Lyin' for attention just to get neglection)
[01:31.991] Now we're estranged
[01:33.920]
[01:37.341] Things I once enjoyed
[01:43.554] Just keep me employed now
[01:49.406] Things I'm longing for
[01:55.184] Someday, I'll be bored of
[01:58.879] It's so weird
[02:10.119] That we care so much until we don't
[02:15.650]
[02:16.888] I'm gettin' older, I've got more on my shoulders
[02:22.131] But I'm gettin' better at admitting when I'm wrong
[02:28.231] I'm happier than ever, at least, that's my endeavor
[02:33.924] To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
[02:40.620] 'Cause, to be honest, I just wish that what I promise
[02:45.380] Would depend on what I'm given, mmm (Not on his permission)
[02:51.970] (Wasn't my decision) To be abused, mmm
[03:00.406]
[03:01.422] Things I once enjoyed
[03:07.165] Just keep me employed now, mmm
[03:13.304] Things I'm longing for, mmm
[03:19.084] Someday, I'll be bored of
[03:22.702] It's so weird
[03:34.228] That we care so much until we don't
[03:39.550]
[03:40.797] But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughing
[03:46.037] For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine
[03:52.625] I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna
[03:58.007] Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it's time

作词 : Billie Eilish O'Connell/FINNEAS
作曲 : Billie Eilish O'Connell/FINNEAS
I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well
I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more
Than anyone before (Anyone before)
Too bad they're usually deranged
Last week, I realized I crave pity
When I retell a story, I make everything sound worse
Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest
I was still bein' ignored (Lyin' for attention just to get neglection)
Now we're estranged
Things I once enjoyed
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for
Someday, I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much until we don't
I'm gettin' older, I've got more on my shoulders
But I'm gettin' better at admitting when I'm wrong
I'm happier than ever, at least, that's my endeavor
To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
'Cause, to be honest, I just wish that what I promise
Would depend on what I'm given, mmm (Not on his permission)
(Wasn't my decision) To be abused, mmm
Things I once enjoyed
Just keep me employed now, mmm
Things I'm longing for, mmm
Someday, I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much until we don't
But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughing
For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine
I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna
Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it's time