[00:36.93]Yeah
[00:38.41]Look lately I went missing with no permission
[00:41.10]It's part of it
[00:42.32]I been working harder than competition from start of it
[00:44.93]Now they're looking at me
[00:46.44]I see 'em all through the rearview
[00:48.90]Kill yourself to get your spot
[00:50.12]Then they die to be near you
[00:51.46]They think that I made it cause I made it past them
[00:54.56]They were never the target
[00:56.37]My target is past Em
[00:58.27]They laugh but they laugh too
[00:59.23]And they talk to me back then
[01:00.85]Guess it's déjà vu
[01:02.16]I'll be back when I lap them
[01:04.43]Hate that I acknowledge haters
[01:06.14]Call it a curse
[01:06.93]I'm on a search for validation
[01:08.81]Guess I don't know how this works
[01:10.71]But I'm learning on the job
[01:12.17]You can never please 'em all
[01:13.63]I see why rappers get that money
[01:15.39]And then all they do is bull
[01:17.46]Let them know
[01:18.33]I can feel the transformation
[01:20.55]I don't want to change
[01:21.31]But part of me just wants to make it
[01:23.22]Pardon me while I vacation
[01:24.77]Part of me wants to be famous
[01:26.37]But what good is being known if I don't 'member what my name is?
[01:30.37]Everything is changing
[01:32.37]I just pray it's for the better
[01:33.00]This used to be my diary
[01:34.55]Now it's an open letter
[01:36.38]Hope that I can take the heat
[01:37.48]I been used to the coldest weather
[01:39.61]I'll do what I gotta do
[01:40.81]The industry should know what's better
[01:42.70]I say the real **** that you afraid to say
[01:45.26]Then I get **** for sayin' it
[01:47.18]I'd rather get a thanks
[01:48.40]People steady takin' shots
[01:51.12]But more and more they feel like blanks
[01:51.66]And all these rappers get upset
[01:53.42]My team is movin' up the ranks
[01:55.25]Get your weight up I don't wait up
[01:56.57]I can't count the night I stayed up
[01:58.44]Man, sometimes this life's a *****
[02:00.24]But I just hope that this ***** pays up
[02:01.65]Used to want it, now I need it
[02:04.41]That's the difference between failing and succeeding
[02:08.57]Far as underground goes
[02:09.84]My numbers do the talkin'
[02:11.50]Couple hundred on the table
[02:12.48]All I gotta do is walk in but I won't
[02:15.14]Really I could use the money but I don't
[02:17.62]Reputation all I have
[02:18.69]And that a'int ever worth a quote
[02:20.52]If all I'm worried 'bout is cash
[02:21.52]I be in the game for a second
[02:23.63]I'm in the game to break records
[02:26.36]Not in the game to take second
[02:27.56]Where the hell is my crew at?
[02:28.55]Behind me, boy, you knew that
[02:30.19]Soon as I get a little bit of buzz
[02:32.11]It's like these people try to do that
[02:33.77]Soon as we get a little bit of pub
[02:35.67]It's like that circle get a little tighter
[02:36.57]Soon as we get a little bit of loot
[02:37.75]Those people's eyes, they get a little wider
[02:39.63]Bout done beggin' for greenrooms
[02:41.43]I be like "Bruce, just give him that rider"
[02:43.16]Got yo chick all on my ****
[02:44.54]While you just stand there right beside her
[02:46.66]Like it's cool
[02:47.97]I'm just tryna' wrap my head around the fact that one day I'm nobody
[02:51.38]Then I'm a celeb
[02:52.44]What's the basis
[02:53.74]I'm in different places
[02:54.91]Ride with me or let me be
[02:56.50]Only gettin' better
[02:57.89]I think I'm ready for anything

Yeah
Look lately I went missing with no permission
It's part of it
I been working harder than competition from start of it
Now they're looking at me
I see 'em all through the rearview
Kill yourself to get your spot
Then they die to be near you
They think that I made it cause I made it past them
They were never the target
My target is past Em
They laugh but they laugh too
And they talk to me back then
Guess it's déjà vu
I'll be back when I lap them
Hate that I acknowledge haters
Call it a curse
I'm on a search for validation
Guess I don't know how this works
But I'm learning on the job
You can never please 'em all
I see why rappers get that money
And then all they do is bull
Let them know
I can feel the transformation
I don't want to change
But part of me just wants to make it
Pardon me while I vacation
Part of me wants to be famous
But what good is being known if I don't 'member what my name is?
Everything is changing
I just pray it's for the better
This used to be my diary
Now it's an open letter
Hope that I can take the heat
I been used to the coldest weather
I'll do what I gotta do
The industry should know what's better
I say the real **** that you afraid to say
Then I get **** for sayin' it
I'd rather get a thanks
People steady takin' shots
But more and more they feel like blanks
And all these rappers get upset
My team is movin' up the ranks
Get your weight up I don't wait up
I can't count the night I stayed up
Man, sometimes this life's a *****
But I just hope that this ***** pays up
Used to want it, now I need it
That's the difference between failing and succeeding
Far as underground goes
My numbers do the talkin'
Couple hundred on the table
All I gotta do is walk in but I won't
Really I could use the money but I don't
Reputation all I have
And that a'int ever worth a quote
If all I'm worried 'bout is cash
I be in the game for a second
I'm in the game to break records
Not in the game to take second
Where the hell is my crew at?
Behind me, boy, you knew that
Soon as I get a little bit of buzz
It's like these people try to do that
Soon as we get a little bit of pub
It's like that circle get a little tighter
Soon as we get a little bit of loot
Those people's eyes, they get a little wider
Bout done beggin' for greenrooms
I be like "Bruce, just give him that rider"
Got yo chick all on my ****
While you just stand there right beside her
Like it's cool
I'm just tryna' wrap my head around the fact that one day I'm nobody
Then I'm a celeb
What's the basis
I'm in different places
Ride with me or let me be
Only gettin' better
I think I'm ready for anything