[00:00.180][ by: Hedegaard]
[00:00.330]You'd never know
[00:03.480]I was fighting for my life eight months ago
[00:10.440]I shut the door and covered the windows
[00:13.980]'Cause the sunlight hurt my eyes
[00:17.010]Icouldn't even go outside for so, so long
[00:25.200]And youcouldn't tell
[00:28.860]But the inside of my head was a living hell
[00:35.430]I tried my best explaining how it felt
[00:39.480]But nobody ever understood
[00:42.720]Doctor said that everything looks good
[00:45.060]So I blamed myself
[00:52.500]Idon't thinkI'd ever been so lonely
[00:58.950]Didn't know if I would make it out
[01:03.720]The dead of the winter of my life
[01:07.200]In the middle of the summertime
[01:12.960]And it still haunts me now
[01:16.350]Butyou'd never know
[01:20.100]That it took me months to step outside alone
[01:26.430]'Cause my body still gets tense when I walk home
[01:30.690]Past the spot where it all went dark
[01:33.720]It's like a movie flashing back in parts
[01:36.360]That cuts deep and slow
[01:39.960]Ohh
[01:43.680]Idon't thinkI'd ever been so lonely
[01:49.920]Didn't know if I would make it out
[01:54.900]The dead of the winter of my life
[01:59.400]In the middle of the summertime
[02:04.110]And it still haunts me now
[02:20.520]Everyone said
[02:21.750]You look fine from the outside
[02:23.970]But in my mind I was upside down and screaming
[02:30.330]What the hell is wrong with me? Oh- oh- oh
[02:34.290]Tryna make it make sense, making my head spin
[02:37.080]Now I pray to forget'causeI'm still here screaming
[02:43.080]What the hell is wrong with me?
[02:46.320]You'd never know
[02:47.550]Oh,you'd never know, no, no

You'd never know
I was fighting for my life eight months ago
I shut the door and covered the windows
'Cause the sunlight hurt my eyes
Icouldn't even go outside for so, so long
And youcouldn't tell
But the inside of my head was a living hell
I tried my best explaining how it felt
But nobody ever understood
Doctor said that everything looks good
So I blamed myself
Idon't thinkI'd ever been so lonely
Didn't know if I would make it out
The dead of the winter of my life
In the middle of the summertime
And it still haunts me now
Butyou'd never know
That it took me months to step outside alone
'Cause my body still gets tense when I walk home
Past the spot where it all went dark
It's like a movie flashing back in parts
That cuts deep and slow
Ohh
Idon't thinkI'd ever been so lonely
Didn't know if I would make it out
The dead of the winter of my life
In the middle of the summertime
And it still haunts me now
Everyone said
You look fine from the outside
But in my mind I was upside down and screaming
What the hell is wrong with me? Oh- oh- oh
Tryna make it make sense, making my head spin
Now I pray to forget'causeI'm still here screaming
What the hell is wrong with me?
You'd never know
Oh,you'd never know, no, no