[00:00.000] 作词 : Joshua Landry/Jacob Ezra Segura
[00:00.967] 作曲 : Joshua Landry/Jacob Ezra Segura
[00:01.934]I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one
[00:08.192]I've tried to leave this sour place a thousand times
[00:15.109]From the start I made self-sabotage my anthem
[00:20.865]Like being who I am is self-harm in disguise
[00:27.361]Cause something deep inside me is broken
[00:28.856]I'm not allowed to feel a thing
[00:30.873]Every loving word means nothing
[00:32.352]I'm obsessed with suffering
[00:34.114]Lately thinking feels like cutting
[00:35.610]Every thought's a razor blade
[00:37.365](If only I had someone else to blame)
[00:41.109]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
[00:47.288]But there is no escape
[00:50.535]When you're the prison cell
[00:53.788]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
[01:00.289]I plea for better days
[01:03.539]But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...)
[01:10.552]Wish I could runaway from myself
[01:16.535]Wish I could runaway from myself
[01:19.035]Who and how can forgive my sins
[01:24.738]Stucking at cage of skin made always will remind me
[01:31.228]The only alcohol can numb this on a bottle
[01:37.746]who never change the will change my mind
[01:43.481]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
[01:49.738]But there is no escape
[01:52.990]When you're the prison cell
[01:56.486]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
[02:02.478]I plea for better days
[02:05.737]But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...)
[02:12.728]Wish I could runaway from myself
[02:18.751]Wish I could runaway
[02:21.246]Cause something deep inside me is broken
[02:22.731]I'm not allowed to feel a thing
[02:24.240]Every loving word means nothing
[02:26.238]I'm obsessed with suffering
[02:27.733]Lately thinking feels like cutting
[02:29.495]Every thought's a razor blade
[02:30.990]If only I had someone else to blame
[02:47.493]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
[02:53.997]But there is no escape
[02:57.236]When you're the prison cell
[03:00.241]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
[03:06.693]I plea for better days
[03:09.941]But get thrown back in hell
[03:18.698]I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one

作词 : Joshua Landry/Jacob Ezra Segura
作曲 : Joshua Landry/Jacob Ezra Segura
I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one
I've tried to leave this sour place a thousand times
From the start I made self-sabotage my anthem
Like being who I am is self-harm in disguise
Cause something deep inside me is broken
I'm not allowed to feel a thing
Every loving word means nothing
I'm obsessed with suffering
Lately thinking feels like cutting
Every thought's a razor blade
(If only I had someone else to blame)
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
But there is no escape
When you're the prison cell
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
I plea for better days
But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...)
Wish I could runaway from myself
Wish I could runaway from myself
Who and how can forgive my sins
Stucking at cage of skin made always will remind me
The only alcohol can numb this on a bottle
who never change the will change my mind
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
But there is no escape
When you're the prison cell
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
I plea for better days
But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...)
Wish I could runaway from myself
Wish I could runaway
Cause something deep inside me is broken
I'm not allowed to feel a thing
Every loving word means nothing
I'm obsessed with suffering
Lately thinking feels like cutting
Every thought's a razor blade
If only I had someone else to blame
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
But there is no escape
When you're the prison cell
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
I plea for better days
But get thrown back in hell
I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one