[00:05.454] For you,hey,alright, look
[00:13.673] I story to tell her ,pennies into a wishing well
[00:16.767] See it's hard to cope with a kiss
[00:18.951] That you can't tell in a word
[00:20.334] That you can't spell in a victim, who can't yell
[00:22.983]And they under your ****ing nose
[00:24.539] With a sickness you can't smell
[00:25.957] And the problem is that you really crying for help
[00:29.290] Nobody out there can hear you
[00:30.780]It's like they silent **** yell
[00:32.367] It started when he was 7
[00:34.011] Continued to when he was 12
[00:35.519] And in the middle of the night
[00:36.984] Found another man than himself
[00:38.665] But this man was confused, this man was abused
[00:41.931] See this man was a tool
[00:43.421] To the sickness that he let loose
[00:44.859] In fact didn't he abuse , molested and he abused
[00:47.946] To the person that he affected was lesser than finna shoes
[00:51.336] Damn,he affected the chance to choose
[00:54.502] He never gave him an option
[00:55.959] He told him what to believe
[00:57.520] But never gave him a doctrine
[00:59.609] Now little boy bloom, he's just like you
[01:02.627] Sick in the head can't die but he'd like too
[01:05.962] Damn,same dreams every night too
[01:08.985] Screams every night too
[01:10.420] Thinks that he's like you
[01:11.923] Says every single day there's new demons inside you
[01:15.059] They scream and they fight you
[01:16.632] They scream to remind you
[01:18.148]Of all the ****ing pains still breathing inside you
[01:21.798] And they give a million reason to die too
[01:24.893] But nobody ever sees what's inside you
[01:27.666] I know it 'cause they ignore my screams and my cries too
[01:31.176] I met a girl once ,went through the same thing
[01:34.154]She told me shit happens, but things change
[01:37.573] Things change, she told me all this pain
[01:40.565] Don't mean change, you gotta take it and remake it '
[01:43.814] Til it means strenght,
[01:45.271] But I ain't strong enough,
[01:46.532] I don't think
[01:47.268] I'm strong enough
[01:48.218] Why me man
[01:49.430] I wasn't even old enough
[01:51.121] I wasn't strong enough, wasn't even bold enough
[01:54.419]Would've told my mom but that shit would've torn her up
[01:57.668] And she was torn enough, and he was mister perfect
[02:00.710] And now it's trivial
[02:02.205]I guess I was just ****ing worthless
[02:04.819] I just want you to know how much it hurt me
[02:08.080] Because of you
[02:08.781] I feel like
[02:09.599] I'm not a person
[02:10.336] So I sit here with this blade in my hand
[02:12.932] I got the pain of a child and a brain of a man
[02:15.902] And it's so loud,
[02:18.628]I wanna ****ing scream but
[02:20.394] I don't know how
[02:21.772] I wanna let it go, but
[02:23.553] I don't how
[02:30.326] Yes, it's so loud,
[02:33.047] I wanna let it go but
[02:34.635] I don't know how
[02:37.243] It's so loud,
[02:38.850] I wanna let it go but
[02:40.708] I don't know how
[02:42.159]I wanna ****ing scream but it won't come out
[02:45.151] Tried to escape but there ain't no out
[02:48.417] Now I'm stuck here in this castle on a cloud
[02:51.601] Castle on a cloud,
[02:52.983] Never going up , never getting out,never coming down
[02:57.734] Castle on a cloud,
[02:59.369] Never going up , never getting out,never coming down
[03:06.130] For you

For you,hey,alright, look
I story to tell her ,pennies into a wishing well
See it's hard to cope with a kiss
That you can't tell in a word
That you can't spell in a victim, who can't yell
And they under your ****ing nose
With a sickness you can't smell
And the problem is that you really crying for help
Nobody out there can hear you
It's like they silent **** yell
It started when he was 7
Continued to when he was 12
And in the middle of the night
Found another man than himself
But this man was confused, this man was abused
See this man was a tool
To the sickness that he let loose
In fact didn't he abuse , molested and he abused
To the person that he affected was lesser than finna shoes
Damn,he affected the chance to choose
He never gave him an option
He told him what to believe
But never gave him a doctrine
Now little boy bloom, he's just like you
Sick in the head can't die but he'd like too
Damn,same dreams every night too
Screams every night too
Thinks that he's like you
Says every single day there's new demons inside you
They scream and they fight you
They scream to remind you
Of all the ****ing pains still breathing inside you
And they give a million reason to die too
But nobody ever sees what's inside you
I know it 'cause they ignore my screams and my cries too
I met a girl once ,went through the same thing
She told me shit happens, but things change
Things change, she told me all this pain
Don't mean change, you gotta take it and remake it '
Til it means strenght,
But I ain't strong enough,
I don't think
I'm strong enough
Why me man
I wasn't even old enough
I wasn't strong enough, wasn't even bold enough
Would've told my mom but that shit would've torn her up
And she was torn enough, and he was mister perfect
And now it's trivial
I guess I was just ****ing worthless
I just want you to know how much it hurt me
Because of you
I feel like
I'm not a person
So I sit here with this blade in my hand
I got the pain of a child and a brain of a man
And it's so loud,
I wanna ****ing scream but
I don't know how
I wanna let it go, but
I don't how
Yes, it's so loud,
I wanna let it go but
I don't know how
It's so loud,
I wanna let it go but
I don't know how
I wanna ****ing scream but it won't come out
Tried to escape but there ain't no out
Now I'm stuck here in this castle on a cloud
Castle on a cloud,
Never going up , never getting out,never coming down
Castle on a cloud,
Never going up , never getting out,never coming down
For you