[00:09.99]These things which i so often wonder
[00:11.79]This need to create myself
[00:14.85]Frustration forgotten through slumber
[00:22.65]It's there when i wake
[00:23.04]Defeated before i rise
[00:36.96]I'd pull myself out of his mire
[00:39.90]If i could collect my strength
[00:43.23]Or muster an ounce of desire
[00:45.51]Finding the words, and making them mine
[00:54.03]Is there somewhere
[00:56.22]I could seperate this feeling from memory
[01:03.48]Disconnect myself from me?
[01:04.71]Desire inside to mistreat you
[01:18.30]It pushes words out of my mouth
[01:21.96]This cyclical pattern i feed you
[01:23.79]The back and forth, and up and down
[01:50.16]But still here you are
[01:52.26]Behind this veil of pious revelation
[01:59.34]I'll close my eyes and look for worth inside
[02:35.97]I don't deserve you
[02:36.33]Relinquishing hope for the future
[02:39.21]I try not to hate it so
[02:42.03]But you are a bridge to those memories
[02:44.94]I try to forget, if you only knew
[02:45.69]Is there somewhere to occupy emotion
[03:08.28]A room to keep my rage away from you?
[03:09.36]Just tell me when these hopeless days are over
[03:36.00]I'll open my eyes and see my new sun rise
[04:00.81]I don't deserve this

These things which i so often wonder
This need to create myself
Frustration forgotten through slumber
It's there when i wake
Defeated before i rise
I'd pull myself out of his mire
If i could collect my strength
Or muster an ounce of desire
Finding the words, and making them mine
Is there somewhere
I could seperate this feeling from memory
Disconnect myself from me?
Desire inside to mistreat you
It pushes words out of my mouth
This cyclical pattern i feed you
The back and forth, and up and down
But still here you are
Behind this veil of pious revelation
I'll close my eyes and look for worth inside
I don't deserve you
Relinquishing hope for the future
I try not to hate it so
But you are a bridge to those memories
I try to forget, if you only knew
Is there somewhere to occupy emotion
A room to keep my rage away from you?
Just tell me when these hopeless days are over
I'll open my eyes and see my new sun rise
I don't deserve this