[00:22.94]Fear can drive stick
[00:25.01]And it's taking me down this road
[00:28.00]A road down which
[00:29.70]I swore I'd never go
[00:33.06]And here I sit
[00:34.57]Thinking of God knows what
[00:36.76]Afraid to admit
[00:38.94]I might self-destruct
[00:40.38]So lock the windows
[00:46.63]And bolt the door
[00:49.06]'cause I've got enough problems
[00:51.44]Without creating more
[00:52.56]I feel like I was born
[00:57.06]For devastation and reform
[00:59.57]Destroying everything I loved
[01:00.88]And the worst part is
[01:05.00]I pour my heart out, reconstruct
[01:07.69]And in the end it's nothing but
[01:09.44]A shell of what I had
[01:12.07]when I first started
[01:13.09]
[01:26.15]Usually I'll cause my own first hit
[01:31.09]It seems to me
[01:32.21]to be slightly masochistic
[01:33.46]But there'd be no story
[01:37.84]Without all this descension
[01:41.59]So I inflict the conflict
[01:44.09]With the utmost of intentions
[01:47.46]So lock the windows
[01:49.90]And bolt the door
[01:52.34]'cause I've got enough problems
[01:54.65]Without creating more
[01:55.46]I feel like I was born
[02:00.40]For devastation and reform
[02:02.97]Destroying everything I loved
[02:04.71]And the worst part is
[02:06.15]I pour my heart out, reconstruct
[02:11.15]And in the end it's nothing but
[02:13.34]A shell of what I had
[02:15.59]when I first started
[02:19.59]Thank you God
[02:21.28]For giving me the insight
[02:25.03]So I might make
[02:28.02]These wrongs right
[02:29.91]If and when
[02:31.46]There ever is a next time
[02:35.46]'cause failure is a blessing in disguise
[02:40.97]Pour my heart out, reconstruct
[02:46.09]And in the end it's nothing but
[02:52.96]A shell of what I had
[02:55.15]when I first started
[02:58.09]A shell of what I had
[02:59.78]when I first started
[03:03.09]I feel like I was born
[03:06.41]For devastation and reform
[03:07.65]Destroying everything I loved
[03:08.78]And the worst part is
[03:10.28]I pour my heart out, reconstruct
[03:15.09]And in the end it's nothing but
[03:18.96]A shell of what I had
[03:21.27]when I first started
[03:23.71]When I first started
[03:29.84]A shell of what I had
[03:32.15]when I first started

Fear can drive stick
And it's taking me down this road
A road down which
I swore I'd never go
And here I sit
Thinking of God knows what
Afraid to admit
I might self-destruct
So lock the windows
And bolt the door
'cause I've got enough problems
Without creating more
I feel like I was born
For devastation and reform
Destroying everything I loved
And the worst part is
I pour my heart out, reconstruct
And in the end it's nothing but
A shell of what I had
when I first started
Usually I'll cause my own first hit
It seems to me
to be slightly masochistic
But there'd be no story
Without all this descension
So I inflict the conflict
With the utmost of intentions
So lock the windows
And bolt the door
'cause I've got enough problems
Without creating more
I feel like I was born
For devastation and reform
Destroying everything I loved
And the worst part is
I pour my heart out, reconstruct
And in the end it's nothing but
A shell of what I had
when I first started
Thank you God
For giving me the insight
So I might make
These wrongs right
If and when
There ever is a next time
'cause failure is a blessing in disguise
Pour my heart out, reconstruct
And in the end it's nothing but
A shell of what I had
when I first started
A shell of what I had
when I first started
I feel like I was born
For devastation and reform
Destroying everything I loved
And the worst part is
I pour my heart out, reconstruct
And in the end it's nothing but
A shell of what I had
when I first started
When I first started
A shell of what I had
when I first started