[00:08.619]I don't owe you my heart
[00:12.384]And I don't owe you my body
[00:16.399]But you should know that I'm sorry
[00:20.413]For being careless with you
[00:24.424]Lord knows I owed you more
[00:28.189]Than I'm pretty sure I ever could give anybody
[00:32.204]But I can't pin down what normal people want
[00:34.714]From foreign objects, bottom-shelf erotic products like me
[00:40.984]So, I could hold your hand but keep you at arms' length
[00:45.248]Or hang me from a branch too high to climb and shake
[00:49.765]Less rare than scarce
[00:51.774]Less diamond than rough
[00:53.530]Unlikely to be more than the coal you fail to crush, and
[00:58.050]I swear I'm really trying
[01:09.087]Get it together, Will, know and do better
[01:12.853]It just don't come natural to me to think
[01:15.863]That you'd want me for me
[01:17.872]I swear I'm really trying
[01:29.662]I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
[01:33.425]I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet
[01:46.217]I still don't know who you are
[01:50.482]I only know that I'm still lonely
[01:54.497]That morbid sort where
[01:55.501]Even company can't cure me
[01:57.509]And the more you reassure the less I trust
[02:02.531]But still you gave me your heart
[02:06.294]I only gave you my body
[02:10.560]Honestly thought nobody'd want it, let alone notice it's
[02:13.821]Gone and so I left it home
[02:15.830]But now, now, now, now
[02:19.345]I keep a locket with a picture of the back of my head
[02:23.360]Oh, monkey-wrench my side view mirrors
[02:25.869]Ghost my friends
[02:27.373]I've lived more lives than enough
[02:29.380]I haven't died quite as much
[02:31.137]But I'm not a real person, just the shit you can't make up
[02:35.903]I swear I'm really trying
[02:46.940]I'm just as exposed if I take off my clothes
[02:50.204]When we make the closest thing to love that I'm capable of
[02:55.979]I don't know why you would care
[03:02.752]But I'm really trying
[03:07.519]I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
[03:11.284]I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet
[03:34.368]Did I really
[03:37.882]Have any of that gravity?
[03:39.640]Maybe you're quicksand
[03:41.397]Because I really couldn't tell how deep my footprints went
[03:45.410]The vertex of my redemption arc
[03:47.921]The searching of that virgin heart
[03:49.928]I'm catatonic in your arms, cryin'
[03:51.936]"How did I cause so much harm?"
[03:53.945]I'm down pounding my head against the kitchen floor
[03:57.454]Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
[04:01.467]Don't say "I'm sorry but this can't go on"
[04:03.725]I know you got scars of your own
[04:05.734]But hide my knives before you go
[04:07.741]I'll either live or die alone
[04:12.006]I swear I will die trying
[04:23.041]I'm still in the process but I'm making progress
[04:26.806]I promise I honestly want to prove improvement's possible
[04:32.075]I swear I'm so ****ing sorry
[04:42.857]I'm not a good person
[04:44.867]I'm barely a person at all
[04:47.377]But someday I'll be perfect
[04:49.632]And I'll make up for it all
[04:52.138](And write a ****ing song about it ‘cause it has to be all about Will’s ****ing drama, God damn it!)
[04:59.662](Sorry, ****, I’m sorry.)

I don't owe you my heart
And I don't owe you my body
But you should know that I'm sorry
For being careless with you
Lord knows I owed you more
Than I'm pretty sure I ever could give anybody
But I can't pin down what normal people want
From foreign objects, bottom-shelf erotic products like me
So, I could hold your hand but keep you at arms' length
Or hang me from a branch too high to climb and shake
Less rare than scarce
Less diamond than rough
Unlikely to be more than the coal you fail to crush, and
I swear I'm really trying
Get it together, Will, know and do better
It just don't come natural to me to think
That you'd want me for me
I swear I'm really trying
I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet
I still don't know who you are
I only know that I'm still lonely
That morbid sort where
Even company can't cure me
And the more you reassure the less I trust
But still you gave me your heart
I only gave you my body
Honestly thought nobody'd want it, let alone notice it's
Gone and so I left it home
But now, now, now, now
I keep a locket with a picture of the back of my head
Oh, monkey-wrench my side view mirrors
Ghost my friends
I've lived more lives than enough
I haven't died quite as much
But I'm not a real person, just the shit you can't make up
I swear I'm really trying
I'm just as exposed if I take off my clothes
When we make the closest thing to love that I'm capable of
I don't know why you would care
But I'm really trying
I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet
Did I really
Have any of that gravity?
Maybe you're quicksand
Because I really couldn't tell how deep my footprints went
The vertex of my redemption arc
The searching of that virgin heart
I'm catatonic in your arms, cryin'
"How did I cause so much harm?"
I'm down pounding my head against the kitchen floor
Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
Don't say "I'm sorry but this can't go on"
I know you got scars of your own
But hide my knives before you go
I'll either live or die alone
I swear I will die trying
I'm still in the process but I'm making progress
I promise I honestly want to prove improvement's possible
I swear I'm so ****ing sorry
I'm not a good person
I'm barely a person at all
But someday I'll be perfect
And I'll make up for it all
(And write a ****ing song about it ‘cause it has to be all about Will’s ****ing drama, God damn it!)
(Sorry, ****, I’m sorry.)