[00:14.85]You know I have this unrelenting fear
[00:18.7]That I'm wasting every minute, every hour that I'm living here
[00:21.58]I won't ask for sympathy
[00:24.36]Just the understanding that I can't change that part of me
[00:28.74]
[00:30.82]I'm just so scared to admit
[00:34.8]Act like I don't give a ****
[00:36.42]Hide behind this masquerade
[00:38.64]Hide behind this masquerade
[00:41.21]So sick of being like this
[00:43.33]Trapped in this ignorant bliss
[00:45.59]The very fabric
[00:49.47]Of my being
[00:51.59]Is ******* torn
[00:52.50]
[00:59.41]You know I have this unrelenting fear
[01:03.54]That I'm fighting the days
[01:05.31]But I'm losing the years
[01:06.74]It's calling my name
[01:08.78]Every day is the same
[01:10.28]Except this voice in my head
[01:12.10]Is merely fuelling the flames
[01:14.18]It's calling my name
[01:16.31]Just show me what it means for me to feel again
[01:20.35]It's calling my name
[01:23.67]
[01:35.66]So take me away
[01:40.80]From this godforsaken place
[01:46.94]These empty eyes and fake smiles made me believe
[01:49.14]I am defective, my own worst enemy
[01:51.39]Put up these walls to hide my secret
[01:53.63]My deepest 'cus I know you won't believe it
[01:58.48]You won't believe
[02:01.19]
[02:07.94]I'm just so scared to admit
[02:11.87]Act like I don't give a ****
[02:14.1]Hide behind this masquerade
[02:16.25]Hide behind this masquerade
[02:18.69]So sick of feeling like this
[02:20.90]Trapped in this ignorant bliss
[02:23.87]
[02:26.31]To live to like this
[02:29.93]Trapped in this ignorant bliss

You know I have this unrelenting fear
That I'm wasting every minute, every hour that I'm living here
I won't ask for sympathy
Just the understanding that I can't change that part of me
I'm just so scared to admit
Act like I don't give a ****
Hide behind this masquerade
Hide behind this masquerade
So sick of being like this
Trapped in this ignorant bliss
The very fabric
Of my being
Is ******* torn
You know I have this unrelenting fear
That I'm fighting the days
But I'm losing the years
It's calling my name
Every day is the same
Except this voice in my head
Is merely fuelling the flames
It's calling my name
Just show me what it means for me to feel again
It's calling my name
So take me away
From this godforsaken place
These empty eyes and fake smiles made me believe
I am defective, my own worst enemy
Put up these walls to hide my secret
My deepest 'cus I know you won't believe it
You won't believe
I'm just so scared to admit
Act like I don't give a ****
Hide behind this masquerade
Hide behind this masquerade
So sick of feeling like this
Trapped in this ignorant bliss
To live to like this
Trapped in this ignorant bliss