[00:00.000] 作词 : Gabriella Lin
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Gabriella Lin
[00:06.247]制作人: Zhitao Song
[00:07.843]弦乐编写: Clark Shi
[00:09.377]吉他 Guitar: Clark Shi
[00:10.693]混音 Mixed by: Zhitao Song @Songplex
[00:12.180]母带处理 Stereo Mastered by: VinsonKZ @SummingBus
[00:13.579]工作室: @Songplex Studio
[00:15.870]It makes me lose all my sleep
[00:20.353]It makes me so numb and weak
[00:24.436]It makes me refuse going out
[00:29.304]Scared of things I’ll be swallowing down
[00:32.938]I fear my own appetite
[00:37.202]Anxiety comes after just one bite
[00:41.420]Wish I knew it was never right
[00:46.651]For anyone to ever starve through the night
[00:50.968]No matter what they try to say
[00:54.785]It just makes me someone that I hate
[00:58.754]How did I possibly end up this way
[01:03.022]Losing my faith in my body and shape
[01:07.906]It’s scary how mirrors they speak
[01:11.403]So loud about things I don’t wanna see
[01:15.536]Focus on all my insecurity
[01:20.219]Oh I’m scared that it will never leave
[01:40.702]There’s so much I wanna change
[01:44.952]I’m drowning in so much shame
[01:49.187]Two workouts a day
[01:51.218]I thought I’d feel better this way
[01:54.551]But it gets worse when I try taking a break
[01:58.685]No matter what they try to say
[02:02.618]It just makes me someone that I hate
[02:06.338]How did I possibly end up this way
[02:10.752]Losing my faith in my body and shape
[02:15.586]It’s scary how mirrors they speak
[02:19.137]So loud about things I don’t wanna see
[02:23.403]Focus on all my insecurity
[02:27.937]Oh I’m scared that it will never leave
[02:31.905]Wish the younger me
[02:34.687]Would understand
[02:36.887]This shirt
[02:37.753]That skirt
[02:38.853]Don’t represent
[02:40.968]If I look pretty if I look smart
[02:45.202]I know they don’t show a thing
[02:48.386]’bout my heart
[02:53.018]So no matter what they choose to say
[02:57.369]I know I’m great I’m enough in my way
[03:01.201]Learning to appreciate this body and shape
[03:06.439]Think I found somewhere new
[03:08.638]To store my faith
[03:10.686]Now mirrors they don’t really talk
[03:14.204]Cuz I stop asking them for all their thoughts
[03:18.337]I’ve grown into someone I
[03:21.570]Should be proud of
[03:23.501]I know what I deserve
[03:25.651]And the right way to give myself love

作词 : Gabriella Lin
作曲 : Gabriella Lin
制作人: Zhitao Song
弦乐编写: Clark Shi
吉他 Guitar: Clark Shi
混音 Mixed by: Zhitao Song @Songplex
母带处理 Stereo Mastered by: VinsonKZ @SummingBus
工作室: @Songplex Studio
It makes me lose all my sleep
It makes me so numb and weak
It makes me refuse going out
Scared of things I’ll be swallowing down
I fear my own appetite
Anxiety comes after just one bite
Wish I knew it was never right
For anyone to ever starve through the night
No matter what they try to say
It just makes me someone that I hate
How did I possibly end up this way
Losing my faith in my body and shape
It’s scary how mirrors they speak
So loud about things I don’t wanna see
Focus on all my insecurity
Oh I’m scared that it will never leave
There’s so much I wanna change
I’m drowning in so much shame
Two workouts a day
I thought I’d feel better this way
But it gets worse when I try taking a break
No matter what they try to say
It just makes me someone that I hate
How did I possibly end up this way
Losing my faith in my body and shape
It’s scary how mirrors they speak
So loud about things I don’t wanna see
Focus on all my insecurity
Oh I’m scared that it will never leave
Wish the younger me
Would understand
This shirt
That skirt
Don’t represent
If I look pretty if I look smart
I know they don’t show a thing
’bout my heart
So no matter what they choose to say
I know I’m great I’m enough in my way
Learning to appreciate this body and shape
Think I found somewhere new
To store my faith
Now mirrors they don’t really talk
Cuz I stop asking them for all their thoughts
I’ve grown into someone I
Should be proud of
I know what I deserve
And the right way to give myself love